Tell me whence will I find the passion once lost?


May it rise with strength to burn


Away these synthetic sins of mine


Away those days by gone...





For my demons never rest down here


Where morbid dreams form reality


I don't know who you are nor where you come from


I only know of who I am and when my shape is shifting


For I have learned the Dark


And His neverending quest


Down here I never rest


Down here in my gloomy depths


Where morbid dreams form my reality


'they' would never let me slip away...





Spirit keep what my flesh cannot


I still bleed red


No memories, no breath


Torn apart I will drift till death


All these faceless creations


They seem to grope along the way


Leper guides for us to lead astray


To be lost and how to find the Way


Days of torture & redeeming pain


Lies ahead, will I stand or am I to fall?


Everything here forced to sustain


For my demons never rest down here


With nails I masturbate my deepest wounds


And ages most profound came to me...